I feel almost giddy!!!

I feel almost giddy - this is NOT a word that I have used at any time in the past to describe how I feel!  I feel like I've had to be so IN CONTROL most of my life - don't say the wrong thing, don't say anything with the wrong TONE, don't offend anyone, don't say anything that might hurt someone's feelings (and this was tough in my NFOO!), don't say what you need or want... The list is endless.  And now it's gone!  Obviously, I don't intend to go around offending people, but I don't have to be so endlessly careful, as if my very presence offends - oh, that's right, it DID!  This last piece, losing the NFOO's judge and jury, has burst open the prison's doors, let the sunshine in, and almost any other freedom analogy I can think of!  I really don't know what to do with this feeling - it's mind-blowingly refreshing, like water bubbling up from inside my soul - a fountain of freedom!  I want to dance and sing - and twirl!!!!  I haven't twirled since I was a girl, but today, I could twirl! And shout!  And laugh with all my heart!  All my heart is available now - all my heart... What joy!